What I lack…
You have all heard me talk about Erica like a gobzillion times.
Now, this is not going to be a blog of me listing the 123908571290578125 things I love about her or why she is so absolutely fucking perfect!
It just so happens that I will be picking her up from the airport this afternoon so that she can share my birthday with me!! WOOHOOO!
The thing that is frustrating me so much is that whenever she comes into town, or we prepare for a visit, I start to get high levels of anxiety. Not about seeing her or about what we are going to do or any of that. I get anxiety because of the comments, emails and remarks that I am going to have to combat.
“Why don’t you ever come visit me instead?”
“Why do you spend all your time talking to her now instead of me?”
“Why does she have to come visit you so much?”
“Didn’t she JUST come there for a visit?”
“Why don’t you get as excited to see me when I come to visit?”
And the list goes on and on and on and on.
I have absolutely no patience for this crap anymore!
Number one, none of it is true. Having her in my life does NOT affect any of my other relationships. And the jealousy is beyond fucking annoying!
Why can’t people be happy for me having a good friend?? WTF is wrong with people that they get so wrapped up in their stupid jealousy, that they let it affect our friendship/relationship?!?
Yes, this is a blog I probably shouldn’t have written because I know I am going to piss off a lot of people, but I have NO patience for it anymore!
So if you are going to come to me with some petty comment about your issues, DON’T! Because I no longer have the patience to be nice about it.