Soooo… did ya miss me?
I guess I was taking a breather. My mother in law was here and we had a fantastic time together. I am really lucky to have her. (Of course if you tell anyone I said that I will deny it to the death!) 
Thank you for the emails. I was beyond shocked that I had over 40 emails asking me when I was going to return and was I ok. It was so sweet that I was missed! I really didn’t think anyone would notice. I haven’t gotten back to everyone yet but I will, I PROMISE! Thank you to my guest posters as well!
So in a nutshell here is the skizzy…
- I am super depressed lately.
- I hate being depressed.
- I hate living here.
- I miss Denver and my family and my friends.
- I miss the clean mountain air.
- I am scared that I won’t have any more kids.
- Monk is growing so fast that it’s making my head spin.
- Like EVERYONE is pregnant right now.
- If one more person tells me that they are pregnant I think my head will explode.
- I am sooooo happy for everyone that is pregnant, just hating my bitchy ovaries right now.
- I am sick of being fat but can’t stop eating.
- I have gained 7 pounds in just over 2 weeks.
- I am clearly an emotional eater.
- Why does all the bad food taste so good?
- I am sick of disappointing people.
- I am faced with a massive decision right now that I can’t even discuss on my blog
- I am going to Denver for a visit next month and I can’t wait.
- My brain is going 1,000 miles an hour and I can’t make it stop.
- I haven’t even picked up my camera for more than 5 minutes in months.
- I need the fall to come soon because the heat is SOOOO HOT!
- I am in a rut.
- I am going to fire my therapist today… cause she is lame… uber lame in fact.
- I have it on good authority that I will be in therapy for the rest of my life.
- I am going to force myself out of this rut. ASAP
- Being a whiny bitch is getting on my nerves. Seriously.
- Sursly.
Skizzy sounds a lot like sleezy. Which makes me oddly happy for some reason right now. {shrug}
So there ya have it. That’s what I have been up to. I am back. Sorta. Well I am trying to be back.
Have a good Monday.
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Twitter ID: mylife_itsgoing
August 30, 2010 at 12:51 pm
Well that is some bummer stuff. I hope things get better soon. the whole massive decision that you can’t talk about – sounds tough. Good luck!
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It has been tough. I think we may have made a decision but it still isn’t anything I can talk about on my blog yet. Because of who reads it. Grrr….
Twitter ID: kyooty
August 30, 2010 at 12:53 pm
I only have Babydust to send!!!
Thank you!!!
Twitter ID: checkersplayer
August 30, 2010 at 1:10 pm
dear Cassi, Thank you for taking care of my wife so well. You surely have become a wonderful daughter-in-law. Thanks again
Thank you Tom!!!!
Twitter ID: amotherofpearl
August 30, 2010 at 1:54 pm
Wow, girl…you’ve been put through the wringer!
Definitely fire your therapist and get you someone that knows what to do. Sending you lots of baby dust as well!!
P.S. I know this won’t make you do flip-flops or anything, but I’ve given you an award HERE</a LOL
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Aww THANKS!!!!!!!!
Twitter ID: mommylisa
August 30, 2010 at 1:58 pm
Ugh. Feel that!
Mommy Lisa´s last [type] ..Give Give Give – and three little sonnets
Ugh is RIGHT!
(hugs)
staciesmadness´s last [type] ..Its been how long
Thanks doll! Hugs back
Ugh! You were totally missed lady! I am so sorry about the stinky stuff right now – sending you tons of hugs. And you lived in Denver? That’s only 6 or 7 hours from me!
Tiffany´s last [type] ..Who Me And Monday Mugs- The Backyard
Aww thanks
Yep Denver is my home. Can’t wait to move back there. Where are you at?
Twitter ID: NoliesPlace
August 30, 2010 at 3:39 pm
Welcome back. You know we missed ya.
Nobody missed me as much as you
Hang in there girl…I just took myself off my AD…hated how they made me feel. I don’t feel as hazy and the sweating my body was doing was crazy! Thinking about you…hope things look up soon.
Tammy´s last [type] ..Weekend Wrap-up and Monday Minute
Wow! That is hard on your body, be careful! I haven’t been medicated for a while so I have been having a rough time. Being bi-polar blows
If you aren’t satisfied with your therapist, don’t hesitate to fire her.
Hang in there!
Kristina P.´s last [type] ..Insert Witty Title Here
Thanks dude, you ROCK!
Did you see the Hoff is going to be on Dancing with the Stars next season? I KNOW you will be DVR’ing that.
Twitter ID: Mishelle42
August 31, 2010 at 5:45 am
Wow. Just wow. Sounds like a time of decision making – and I hate that. Take a deep breath and start with just 1 decision a day… go from there. Yeah – it does sound like greeting card, doesn’t it. Trite. So, scrap that. Christ I havent’ even sat down and done it yet!! Give yourself some time to deal with life then figure out how to make you happy.
Geesh – still greeting card’ish BUT I mean every damn word. Give yourself some time to deal with it in your head first. Just give yourself a break first… you’re a wicked woman and you need/deserve to be happy.
If I can help… tell me.
I mean it.
M
Mishelle´s last [type] ..Hurricane Danielle
Dude you rock. Greeting card ish and all. You rock. Muah!
Twitter ID: dailydribbles
August 31, 2010 at 6:24 am
I’m sorry you’re going through a rough spot right now. I wish I could do something to help. Hang in there!
Kmama´s last [type] ..Monday Minute- 8-30-10
Aww thanks. You are so sweet. You could come clean my house and cook me dinner.
Just sayin. LOL
Twitter ID: bellebeandog
August 31, 2010 at 12:16 pm
Well, I’m NOT pregnant, so can we be friends?
I hope you get back to ALL Things Cass-like VERY soon!
liz´s last [type] ..That Time I Did a PSA
HAHA !!!!
Whew!!
You are awesome. SOOOO awesome!
Twitter ID: mssalti
August 31, 2010 at 10:16 pm
Dude, sursly. Get out of your rut. I mean it. Do it.
Ms. Salti´s last [type] ..Random Tuesdayness And A Tag From Jaime
From your lips darlin. Err… fingertips.
Which sorta sounds kinky.
Twitter ID: mommyofamonster
September 1, 2010 at 11:49 am
Well, I am NOT pregnant
I understand the depression thing and hate it too.
Hugs to you, girl. I’m thinking about you!
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Twitter ID: amy5719
September 1, 2010 at 1:38 pm
Gahhh I can totally relate to this post. Like- everything in it. Except replace those who are pregnant with- “I just got engaged!” Stab. I am happy for those people, but wonder when I’ll stop being single? Tired of the lame guys.
Hang in there. We all have these moments sometimes!
Sounds like you do indeed need some time away. Hope you are taking care of yourself and getting back on track!
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